I looked at myself in the mirror
And I constantly reminded myself
To ignore those who thinks of me negatively
And tries to survive throughout the day
Even when it was a very bad day
Where my mood could not be lifted up
And where I cannot afford to smile
Where smiling had became a difficult task for me to do


I just closed my eyes
Breathed in for a very long time
And exhaled

Opened my eyes
And looked in the mirror again
And I mouthed out
"Here I go"