Tears

My heart is heavy with sadness.

I Miss Him Badly

When I miss my boyfriend so badly, I reread our past conversations which bring smiles and tears to my face :') He lives so far away that we're at a disadvantage. We can't meet up like what most couples do daily. Mostly we keep in touch by social chatting and cams. One day, on one perfect day, we'll meet up. And we live by that promise 333

Throughout My Life

I am always polite and friendly when I am out talking to people. And I smile a lot.I love making new friends and all no matter the race, religion or even culture. I listen to what they've to say and I respond back. I like learning new things from new companions. I truly hate being mean, I truly hate revenge, I truly hate gossiping, I truly hate fighting & I truly hate ignorant people. It takes a whole lot of effort to build a friendship & it just takes seconds to see it crumbling back down. It's hard to save a friendship from breaking down, especially when the heat is escalating. When strangers become best friends, that is awesome. But when best friends become strangers, that is just sad. Same goes to lovers. When lovers break up, they might not get in touch anymore. Throughout my life, I did lose friends, close friends that is. And it's partly or hugely due to misunderstanding or disrespecting or jealousy. It's funny how rebellious I was back then compared to now. Friends are a big influence in our lives, and they somehow managed to influence me to follow their lifestyles. Strange. I never thought it would happened to me but it did. But I've learned my lesson. No more fooling around, time to get real. Not saying that I hate them personally, but I hate their lifestyles. Well, everyone grows up differently.

Bless you

Bless all souls that are trying to make the world a better place to live in.. regardless of all the atrocities that have overshadowed us.

Long-distance Relationship

Long-distance relationship is tough. It's not for those "I can't stand a day without meeting my boyfriend/girlfriend" type of person. The lover is not physically there and yes, those going through this kind of relationship do get lonely. They could only spiritually feel their lovers' presence in their mind and heart, but none whatsoever realistically. Yes, they are often viewed as being single because their lover is not often with them. Sometimes, they feel as though this long-distance relationship love is a waste of time as it partially exist. They depend on texts/calls/cams to get their relationship going and alive. They could be deeply in love, but they're separated by the miles and miles and miles of land.. and the idea of being so far from the one truly person they love and care about is painful. That's where patience and trust play a huge role in developing their long-distance relationship and it helps to bind their love. Commitment is an important factor in everything we do in life to achieve our targeted goals. To make a long-distance relationship lasting, both sides need to have the commitment to ensure that it will last. It's like an unwritten rule being drawn up so that each will play a part in their commitment. Personally, I believe long-distance relationship could work if all them couples are not afraid to take commitments, be trustful, have patience and understanding and if their love is truly genuine, it could really and realistically work out for them.

Extra-ordinary

It's scary thinking that the world is floating in space full of other planets and galaxies, in an indefinite mass of blackness. We are alone and so little compared to the vast nothingness out there. Earth is a beauty, and one that we must treasure. There's no life on other planets(I wouldn't be surprise if there is since space is the definition of INFINITY), and we're like the endangered species thriving on a lonely planet, without any other lifeforms that we heard of. Many do claim to have witnessed aliens, spaceships, UFOs, the twilight zone etc all those mystifying objects/creatures unknown to mankind and possess special intergalactic power that would scare the living daylight out of anyone. Imagine humans+aliens. You know what would that be? A cross breed of 2 lifeforms and wham! An unimaginable combination of DNA has been formed. (Aliens have DNA?)  I gotta say. I can't imagine our kind would want to mingle around with them and have.. you know and start a whole generation of unidentifiable babies. ( What was I thinking?) Anyway, why are aliens always being portrayed as the antagonists in every movie plot. It's so unfair and typical of all those movie directors (damn them). In my dictionary, aliens are peace-loving creatures. Enough said. (If any aliens are reading this, I mean no offend) Peace!

Going Thru Life

No matter what you do, you can't always please everybody. It's a huge mounting task if you're set out to do so. Doesn't matter if it's a simple teeny little task or a bigger more complex task, they will always try to find a fault with you. Doesn't that make you mad? Well, it makes me mad. I often deal with this ordeal by first reacting, and then responding. It's suppose to be the other way round, but what the hell. I seldom react without thinking, but when it's too much, oh boy, the beef is on. Life is a merry-go-round and facing the same old problems is a no joy. It's frustrating, it's unfair, and it's tiring. I want a fresh beginning whenever this occurs. Don't you? We went through this, and how we wished time would move a little quicker so that the pain we felt will start to fade away. I do know to apologise if I am on the wrong, but when I'm not, don't count on it.But if doing some apologising will heal both parties, why not? And whenever this happens, I always go back to Green Day's Good Riddance where Billie sang "so make the best of this test and don't ask why. it's not a question but a lesson learned in time". I'd like to take comfort in knowing that life will always teach us valuable lessons, and in time, we ourselves will learn from it all.

The Human Mind

To me, the powerful thing on this earth is the human mind.

There's no other living creature that can outshine mans' intelligence, with primates just not far off from our thinking standards. 

I see the human mind as a great and wonderful mechanism that helps us to process our thoughts, make judgments, develop our personalities, and etc.

Our mind can do wonders that we can ever comprehend.

And with man, great things will come in a long time.

Not Again!

Sigh. The misfortune of having bad luck!
I don't quite know if I've been jinxed.
Maybe, it's not jinx.
Perhaps, it's just not my day today.
It's one of those bad days that I would happily dodge.
Well, everyone have their bad days.
I can't complain though.
I just hope that my bad days are numbered.
And so are yours.

Must Move On

I will not falter and wilt
But I will be strong and move on
Life is a test
And I promise not to fail that test

Palestinians

I can't sleep peacefully knowing that Palestinians are getting killed constantly
Their lives are continuously at stake, their homes destroyed
Children become victims, some become martyrs
It's sad living in a world where violence dominate their whole entire lives
For them, dying is the only way out of the hellhole they're living in
All they want is peace, so they can build a better future for themselves
Well, rest in peace to those who died blamelessly defending their homeland

Reminder Of How Precious Life Is

'There was this bright light above me': Teenager makes heartbreaking video about his near-death experiences - a week before he dies from heart attack 

RIP BEN BREEDLOVE
MAY GOD REST YOUR SOUL

2012

Now that 2012 arrives, I gotta put my past behind and move on
No more clinging on to past mistakes and awful memories of 2011
It's time for a fresh start to a fresh new year
With more ambitious goals and less procrastination
Heck, I could never get rid of idling away
So, start writing a checklist of your goals in 2012
But be sure to keep track of it & update it regularly
And to close it off,

Happy New Year to all! :)