Addicted!

It's been a long time since I blog and I miss blogging so badly. Well, blame it on the busy schedule and also the laziness. Sigh. I don't know why but I have been addicted to anime/manga since a year ago and the one that started it all is One Piece. I remembered watching One Piece when I was 11, maaaany years ago on my t.v. but then it was all forgotten. From where i'm from, they didn't continue airing the series and the anime fades away from my memory. Then one day, out of boredom, I went to search for One Piece episodes online because I could still recall the series and was curious about it. I knew the events right up to Arlong arc and that's it. So I looked up the internet for the episodes and behold, the series dragged up to 650+ episodes! That is a lot. So I re-watch the whole One Piece from square one as I vaguely remember the details from the start. Since then, it had been a One Piece marathon for me and I am still watching it till this day. It's still ongoing, that's how long the series has been. I should have read the manga instead to avoid additional scenes and fillers, as the anime sometimes love to dragggg things out too much, causing the pacing to be unbelievably slow, like OMG. Currently, the distance between the manga and anime is not too far off, but if there is a hiatus on the manga then damn, I just hope that the anime won't be badly affected. Like seriously. Popular animes are always advertised among the recommended titles to watch, so out of curiosity again, I clicked on Naruto. Yes, I don't even know what the heck Naruto is until years ago. LOL right? The first episode of Naruto got me hooked on it and thus, started the Naruto marathon, right along with One Piece. I didn't read the manga but I did though later on. At least, the pacing is not horribly slow. Good good. Naruto is still ongoing but it the series will be ending soon. Right now, the anime that got me drooling is Hunter x Hunter 2011. The anime's story plot is good, there are complex character developments, with unexpected plots and the characters are very memorable. Unlike the stereotypical shonen ending, Hunter x Hunter took a daring path to be different in some arc, particularly in the Chimera Ant arc when it comes to the conclusion of the ending. Bravo! But the downside to this series is that the author, Yoshihiro Togashi, is well-known to be taking a loooong hiatus ever since the Hunter x Hunter original debut in 1999. The great news is that now, he's back! The manga is continuing and I hope this will continue for a long time. Please make this wish come true! The fans are tired of waiting for so long! I have faith in Togashi-sensei, that the materials he has in store for us will be an astronomically good one. Also, the animation studio responsible for creating fantastic memorable scenes in Hunter x Hunter 2011 is Madhouse. Many kudos to them! So for now, out of the 3 I don't know which comes first to my liking. One Piece and Hunter x Hunter is at a tie perhaps. Nuh, scratch that, Hunter x Hunter 2011 is at the top. For now, sayonara! As an afterthought, there are other anime which are good such as Death Note, Toriko etc but the 3 above are the ones that gets my attention the most.

Pent-Up Feelings

Bottling feelings up inside oneself. Keeping it tightly lid, to prevent any emotions from leaking out. Surely one day, the bottle will be full and when that happens, it's time to bring the content out. Any further will lead to overflow or in a serious note, an explosion of a flurry of emotions. That huge spill or big leakage inadvertently make a person scream for help when they could no longer keep it to their self. There are many ways to deal with pent-up feelings. Be it jotting it down in the diary, blogging or vlogging online, telling your friends or family or whomever you feel comfortable to confide in, it's always important to let people know how you are doing because to them, you matter in their eyes. You may not know it, but some do care about you so don't hesitate to share your story with them. Let those suffocating feelings go, unburden yourself by sharing and you'll feel a change like no other. There are people who kept things to themselves but it's tough dealing things alone.

Been Stuck Thinking

I have a burning question that really needs an answer to right now. It can wait a little, but knowing now is better than knowing later in my case. I'm currently planning for my future (thinking of possibilities, new route in life, etc) and i'm struck with a possibility that could deter me from moving forward. Assuming that it could which I REALLY hope not. My mind is in a doubtful state now but I do want to get rid of the problem soon. Hopefully, the answer to the question is what I hope the answer would be.

Sleep Paralysis

I have encountered sleep paralysis for nearly twice or thrice when I sleep and it's scary. For those who are new to this term, sleep paralysis means that you're half-awake and you can't move your body at all. You can only see and hear from where you lay still. It's scary because I will hallucinate and see visions of ghosts? I'm not too sure of what I saw but it's creeping me out till the point that I wanted to get out of that half-conscious state. I think I did hear weird noises? It's all happening in my head like I'm in a dream but I'm awake at the same time and can't do anything about it. It's frustrating to say the least. I realize that if I didn't do anything about it soon, the amount of time I spent in that unpleasant state will only extend. So I forced myself to disengage from that state by muttering "WAKE UP" many times. After a while, I managed to snap myself out of that dream and my body could move again. The difficult part was mentally waking yourself up from that dream. I believed sleep paralysis occurred because my mind wouldn't just stop thinking when my body was real calmed. And when it's not balance, that's when sleep paralysis happens. And I hate it when it happens. As of lately, my sleep is peaceful, and I like to keep it that way.

Tears

My heart is heavy with sadness.

I Miss Him Badly

When I miss my boyfriend so badly, I reread our past conversations which bring smiles and tears to my face :') He lives so far away that we're at a disadvantage. We can't meet up like what most couples do daily. Mostly we keep in touch by social chatting and cams. One day, on one perfect day, we'll meet up. And we live by that promise 333

Throughout My Life

I am always polite and friendly when I am out talking to people. And I smile a lot.I love making new friends and all no matter the race, religion or even culture. I listen to what they've to say and I respond back. I like learning new things from new companions. I truly hate being mean, I truly hate revenge, I truly hate gossiping, I truly hate fighting & I truly hate ignorant people. It takes a whole lot of effort to build a friendship & it just takes seconds to see it crumbling back down. It's hard to save a friendship from breaking down, especially when the heat is escalating. When strangers become best friends, that is awesome. But when best friends become strangers, that is just sad. Same goes to lovers. When lovers break up, they might not get in touch anymore. Throughout my life, I did lose friends, close friends that is. And it's partly or hugely due to misunderstanding or disrespecting or jealousy. It's funny how rebellious I was back then compared to now. Friends are a big influence in our lives, and they somehow managed to influence me to follow their lifestyles. Strange. I never thought it would happened to me but it did. But I've learned my lesson. No more fooling around, time to get real. Not saying that I hate them personally, but I hate their lifestyles. Well, everyone grows up differently.