Grief

Grief is perhaps an unknown territory for you. You might feel both helpless and hopeless without a sense of a "map" for the journey. Confusion is the hallmark of a transition. To rebuild both your inner and outer world is a major project. 

- Anne Grant

How I Wish I Hadn't Seen It

Deep down inside,I feel more and more horrible.
This unwelcoming feeling won't just go away.
I have trained myself to be collectively cool,but its just too much.
These things,its unfortunate that I learned of it.It's best that I try to forget about it.
It's just too awful and gruesome.Not to mention the inhumanity

Its Not Okay

Have you ever been in a situation where you can't tell the truth from the rest of the lies?No matter how convincing it seems,it just won't make it more believable than the others?Well,Im stuck in that tight spot,and it hurts just thinking about it

Moving On

Well I'm glad that my knee's alright(even though the pain is still there)

And I managed to complete my run without encountering any problems.I'm glad that it only took 2 weeks for my knee to recover.So much more relieved that I could walk properly again!

Jogging has always been a joy for me.Knowing that I could jog again really raise my spirit up!

Well,we always take everything for granted.Its about time that we appreciate what we have and be blessed about it

Just Got Back

Just got back from the clinic.Bought some standard drugs prescribed by the doctor.

Thank God it was nothing serious,he said my knee just got "knocked" and thats it.

Have to stay away from soccer for about a week or two.Im hoping that I'll recover soon,if by miracle,to take part in my July 10 run.

My friend was there at the clinic with me and Im thankful for that.Talking to her distracts me from worrying too much about my knee.